Many authors advise you to write random stuff to create flow in the brain if you're in a situation like me: mind blank.
So, I will type random stuff down. Maybe in a minute or two a lightbulb will pop out of nowhere above my head, and then I'll write about somewhat interesting stuff. Maybe.
GAH!!! I'm so used to hitting the tab key right after hitting the 'enter' button, but here it brings me to the bottom selections. Note to self: If you have a strong desire to be angry, keep hitting the tab button. It will succeed in making you frustrated.
1, 2, 3, 4, 5,....HA! Five spaces in place of the tab. So where was I? OH YEAH random stuff. So you know how there's a lot of judging going on right now? Well, I've been a victim of it in many cases:
- I have been perceived as "smart" in many cases, and as you can tell by my HUGE vocabulary, I am OBVIOUSLY the next Einstein. It's funny 'cause that's how people usually see me, other than quiet. I hold in a laugh whenever everybody asks me, "Sara! What's this question?! I'm not smart enough to know this! I DIDN'T STUDY!" but then I respond with a very professor-like voice: "*ahem*....I DON'T KNOW. SORRY." Then they all give me a face that looks somewhat like this: O.o...or this: -_- (I obviously didn't answer their question correctly...)
- One major thing they see me as that ANNOYS THE CRAP OUTTA ME: Quiet, or as they put it in personality wise, shy. Let me get one thing strait: If you think I am quiet in any way, you apparently don't know me well enough.They ALWAYS say something like: "Sara, you're too quiet! Speak up!" Whenever I hear that, somehow I get the feeling I want to punch something. But I don't, of course. I'm "too nice"... ha ha...right...
- Everybody that I meet cannot, and I repeat, CANNOT imagine me mean. Maybe because I switch moods: When I'm with friends, I'm happy, LOUD, and always joking around. When I'm with people I just barely met, I tend to be nice and yes...quiet (I hate that word...>.<). When I'm with my family...uh, let's just say I can get...different than what people would see me as.
Well, the answer to that was the rain. I'm in a deep love with rain, lightning, thunder, anything that has to do with storms. I've always disliked the sun. It makes everything almost seem in slow-mo, and plus it's just plain hot, and makes everything smelly. Rain, on the other hand, gives the earth a "shower" and makes everything smell so nice. I love the feeling it gives you when... *rambles on about rain which you clearly do not want to hear*
WOW I lost track of time! I gotsta get ready for kar-at-e. Fun, fun. Well, I'll talk to you in my next post! TOODLES (they said toodles was spelled wrong...they wanted to change it to noodles...that made my day for some reason tehe:3)