Tuesday, October 4, 2011

There is so much I could talk about...

...but I don't know what I should write about. 
     Many authors advise you to write random stuff to create flow in the brain if you're in a situation like me: mind blank.
     So, I will type random stuff down. Maybe in a minute or two a lightbulb will pop out of nowhere above my head, and then I'll write about somewhat interesting stuff. Maybe.
     GAH!!! I'm so used to hitting the tab key right after hitting the 'enter' button, but here it brings me to the bottom selections. Note to self: If you have a strong desire to be angry, keep hitting the tab button. It will succeed in making you frustrated.
    1, 2, 3, 4, 5,....HA! Five spaces in place of the tab. So where was I? OH YEAH  random stuff. So you know how there's a lot of judging going on right now? Well, I've been a victim of it in many cases:

  1. I have been perceived as "smart" in many cases, and as you can tell by my HUGE vocabulary, I am OBVIOUSLY the next Einstein. It's funny 'cause that's how people usually see me, other than quiet. I hold in a laugh whenever everybody asks me, "Sara! What's this question?! I'm not smart enough to know this! I DIDN'T STUDY!" but then I respond with a very professor-like voice: "*ahem*....I DON'T KNOW. SORRY." Then they all give me a face that looks somewhat like this: O.o...or this: -_- (I obviously didn't answer their question correctly...)
  2.  One major thing they see me as that ANNOYS THE CRAP OUTTA ME: Quiet, or as they put it in personality wise, shy. Let me get one thing strait: If you think I am quiet in any way, you apparently don't know me well enough.They ALWAYS say something like: "Sara, you're too quiet! Speak up!" Whenever I hear that, somehow I get the feeling I want to punch something. But I don't, of course. I'm "too nice"... ha ha...right...
  3. Everybody that I meet cannot, and I repeat, CANNOT imagine me mean. Maybe because I switch moods: When I'm with friends, I'm happy, LOUD, and always joking around. When I'm with people I just barely met, I tend to be nice and yes...quiet (I hate that word...>.<). When I'm with my family...uh, let's just say I can get...different than what people would see me as.
     Oh! A lightbulb just popped out of nowhere! Yay! So I guess writing random stuff did actually work. Anyways, I was reminded of this morning when it was pouring down rain. The girls in my carpool sat dismayed (thanks dictionary.com for the word!) and pondered why I was smiling during the ride to my infamous school. Two of the girls already knew why, but the others still wondered, puzzled, over what was so great.
     Well, the answer to that was the rain. I'm in a deep love with rain, lightning, thunder, anything that has to do with storms. I've always disliked the sun. It makes everything almost seem in slow-mo, and plus it's just plain hot, and makes everything smelly. Rain, on the other hand, gives the earth a "shower" and makes everything smell so nice. I love the feeling it gives you when... *rambles on about rain which you clearly do not want to hear*
     WOW I lost track of time! I gotsta get ready for kar-at-e. Fun, fun. Well, I'll talk to you in my next post! TOODLES (they said toodles was spelled wrong...they wanted to change it to noodles...that made my day for some reason tehe:3)

Sunday, October 2, 2011

Second post!

     Hey, whadd'ya know? I actually remembered the blog I created late last night with my buddies. I wasn't sure exactly how to start one, but it seemed to work out okay for now. 
     I hope you've realized something I love to do from the last post: Write!!! Yup. I'd rather write than read. Although I'm not professional at it, I enjoy it immensely. For example, if you told me to write, I'd be way ahead of you. Maybe even thirty words in already. Okay, maybe not THAT much. 
     I've been writing ever since I can remember. It's my passion. I can escape that horrible and cruel reality whenever I do. If you know me, you know that I have a strong hate for reality. It's so restricted! But I guess it's sometimes a good thing, because we wouldn't have imagination without it. And trust me, imagination is another big thing in my life. I wouldn't be writing anything without it.
    As you have probably noticed, I have more of a 'casual' and 'laid back' writing style. I used to have more of a poetic and detailed writing style, but that just didn't seem like me, and it was too much for my brain to handle. Now I go back to some of my pieces of writing, and immediately I do not recognize it, and my brain wants to take a break ASAP. I usually ask myself, "Did I actually write that?" But I still don't remember a thing about it. It's really fun to see what yourself wrote back then, though. Maybe have a good laugh about it. Especially when things get cheesy.
     Looking back on my earlier stories, I have noticed that the words go by very slow writing them, but really fast reading them. That's why I have much respect for those authors that make the words flow just as slow as they want them to. I can't do that yet. For me, the words are speedy fast. I read through them, and they just zip past my eyes, and then I realize: Wait-- did all that just really happen that fast? So, I've got work to do. But that's okay, writing is not work for me. It's a favorite pastime.
     Whoa, that's a lot of words ^ ...but I still have so much to say! And your brain may be aching now...oh well. I wanted to tell you about the ideas and stories that I have had, and the novel I am working on right now. But I will tell you later. I imagine that I might just write a part of my story soon. Yay!

Saturday, October 1, 2011

Well I just started a blog...

     Okay, so you know those types of people who start things, but usually don't become too involved with it and never seem to finish it? Yeah, well at times I'm that type of person. But maybe this time I might be able to continue with this...if I don't forget about it.
      Two besties of mine introduced me to blogging. I have never really thought of committing to one, or even starting one. But look what I'm doing now...Blogging! Yaaay...! So let us rejoice in the beginning of my many (or few) posts.
     So, to start, I guess I should introduce myself:
Name: Sara!
Favorite color: Silver...or green is cool too.
Favorite Food: I don't know...good food?
Likes: Writing, Evan (fictional character, I'll explain later), music (the good kind), karate, friends (duh), family, traveling, drawing cartoons (yes, anime), being MYSELF, being happy, etc.
Dislikes: Chocolate, candy, any type of junk food (yes, it is true.I know I'm different but I embrace it!), being the quiet person everybody thinks I am, being NORMAL, sitting on the couch all day, etc.
Favorite subject: Obviously not math or science. Maybe English...?
Favorite animal: Wolf.
Favorite superhero: Storm!!!!
Favorite holiday: Christmas, of course.
Favorite hobby: Writing...or karate.
Favorite season: Winter or fall.
Next thing I will do: Post this and log out.